Finally!

Isaac came online today for a whole 10 minutes, but I loved every second of it!  Friday he finds out when he can travel, which is hopefully soon.  I miss him so much, I never thought I could miss someone this much.  He came online to check on me, he was worried because of my trip to the ER on Sunday, I am hoping I don't need surgery, but I will find out tomorrow.  I am going to pray really hard that he gets medical clearance to come home, we aren't supposed to be apart like this, we are supposed to be together.  When he does get home, we have a lot of planning to do, have to plan a wedding, planning on a move, all of that, I am just so incredibly excited you have no idea.  He has always belonged with me, I guess it has just taken us this long to figure it out.  There is nothing I want more than to be his wife, that is what I have wanted since we first met.  It was one of those things that I just knew, as soon as I kissed him for the first time, I knew.  I think we both needed to play the field to make sure, but now I know he is sure, and that is a great feeling.  On another note, my job search is continuing, no luck so far, but I am sure I will find something, I have been applying like crazy, both for online jobs and sending out resumes for out of the home jobs, I am sure something will pan out.  Or at least I hope it will.  I have about a month and a half before the bulk of my bill are paid off, then  I just have small stuff, Wal-Mart and one major credit card, those are the only ones I am going to be keeping.  So I will be able to keep the outgoing money to a minimum besides the usual monthly bills.  Now what I need to do is learn to not spend money, this is going to be very very hard for me, I love to shop and buy pretty things.  But now I need to be a grown up and only spend when necessary.  That is something I am so not used to, lol.  I am sure Isaac will keep me in line.  And I will end this on this thought....extreme couponing, cool show and something I need to start doing, lol.