Just another day in paradise

Once again today I got to spend some precious time with Isaac, he is back home, his grandparents are doing better, he is the one who was not feeling well.  He worries me, he just gets so sick sometimes, I think he would get much better medical care here, but he doesn't have clearance from his doctor's to travel.  I think that is crap, plain and simple.  But, I am not a doctor, I am just a greedy girl who misses her man.  He got to see pictures of Jonny from graduation and some new ones of me, every time he sees a picture of me he tells me how pink my hair is, it is really cute. He likes this look on me, so I have a feeling I am going to be a red head for a very long time, lol. I have been looking into flying there, to Ecuador, but it is so expensive, even for just me and Jonny it will be about 5 grand, and I just don't have that type of money.  So I guess we will just have to wait until he gets back.  I have put the job search into over drive now too, I want more than anything to be able to leave here and go to NC.  We all could use a fresh start. At least down there we can own our own home, not have to be renters for ever.  As the days go by, I am more and more sure that he is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, I have no doubts anymore.  You really don't know what you have until it is gone, I had the man of my dreams.  Mind you, no I didn't leave him, but I didn't do much to encourage him to come back either.  I just know I am not going to make the same mistake I did before with him, now he is back, I am going to make sure he stays here.  We are supposed to meet tomorrow online, I had to change some plans to be able to be here, but that's alright, being with him right now is the most important thing to me.  The heart wants what the heart wants.  Today has been a long day, so I am going to turn in, I hope to be able to write more tomorrow after our 'date', fingers crossed!